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I am doing it. I am starting the blog that has been in my head for a few weeks now. This blog is the story of my daughter, Sydney and how we, as a family cope with her heart problems. Sydney has a heart defect that will most likely require open-heart surgery. This will be about her progress, her struggles, mine and Jordan's struggles as we try to help her, what her days are like, and most importantly-the miracles, big or small, that occur in our daily life.I believe that my daughter was born with this heart defect for a reason. We are supposed to learn from this experience so I am using this blog as a way to write my thoughts, fears, worries, and joys that come as we help our daughter heal. There are days when I feel like I have so many different emotions that I am going to explode and fortunately a blog will keep me from doing that! Lucky for you. You are welcome to read this blog even if I've never met you! Feel free to make comments, tell your own story, laugh, judge me on my mothering, or to just cry. Whichever suits you best for whatever reason is fine with me! Enjoy the read...

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Dear Sydney,
I woke up this morning and realized that I never told you how your last appointment went. You went to Dr. Moore's office on May 27 so they could weigh you. The Dr. just wants to make sure that you are gaining weight. You weighed in at 7 lbs. 10 oz. which is definitely an improvement from your appointment 21 days before that when you were at 6 lbs. 13 oz. You're still a small baby but at least you are a growing baby...that's all I ask for. All the nurses kept commenting on how long and thin you are. You're like a little string bean. Very tall but not much meat on your bones.

You will be 8 weeks old on Saturday. Dr. Womack (another cardiologist) said that you would start to show the side effects from your heart defect between 8-12 weeks. Considering your liver and lungs have already been effected, I don't know what else is left. Well, I take that back. I do know what else is left I just don't want it to happen. Sweating as if you just got done running, panting, chronically cold hands and feet, less movement of your legs and arms, weight loss...these are all symptoms that I pray you will never have to endure.

On a lighter note- you love music. If you are ever a little fussy, I will turn some music on and you calm down. You listen to The Beach Boys, Journey,piano music, Disney songs, Carrie Underwood, Andrea Bocelli, Van Halen...basically a little bit of everything. You are already such a well-rounded girl. Ha ha.

Once again, I love you. I frequently catch myself staring at you. What does life have in store for you? Whatever it is, you are a fighter. You can do anything.
Love, Mom

This is you when you were 1 day old...













This is you at 6 weeks old. You've gotten so long!

2 comments:

Jed and Kera said...

I bet in a few short months she'll start getting a little chubby! :O) And then when she is Dalton's age you'll start to see her thick little thighs getting all thin from being such a busy baby! :O)

The Tibbitts said...

One day this blog will be such a treasure to Sydney as she reads these beautiful letters from her sweet mother. You are all fighters. We love you and will continue to pray for your successes.

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